well well well i just remembered i had one of these.. good thing i do i need a little writer's release now and then...
so here's my update i am gonna try and be on here more
well i know i've gone through quite a few boyfriend blogs on here but now i really know what love is, who'd a thunk huh? well his name is Matt and i could write a library on things i love about him, how much i love him and even how he's my crazy ass male equivaent. there's nothing more perfect in this world than the deep and understanding love we have together... to say the least it is truly extraordinary. we met on April 20th (how perfect is that for me?) we been together pretty much since then and without second guessing and the hassle of chasing since then no games just pure fun...
i moved in a week later and it's been great since then.. i am an unofficial step mommy and it's the greatest and hardest thing i have ever done but it is so totally worth it all...
we just moved and we a re on the road to gettin gour own place as soon as possible
but right now i have to go make his luch for work and walk it to him so bbl maybe
well i have had a hell of a week..thats a complete understatement though.Valentines day which i hate anyway has officially become like the worst "holiday" on the face of the earth..not that it wasnt before it just sucks more now.well i went fishing most of the day on Vday with Paul,Andrew and Anthony and Jennel we went driving around everywhere.HUdson beach beside hudson beach at a construction site and Andrew was fucking around it was fucking hilarious.the car smelled like fish cause we spiled the bait bucket and then we went to New Port Richey and fucked around at Sims park and found hidden Bum Beer so we took that and we got the guys lighter well Andrew did lol we found a dead cat and a dead Raccoon went fishing for a knife and Anthony was the only one to catch a fish paul was pissed.lol then to make things even Better we went to regency and Paul was being an ass.when we got home we got ready for church i picked up money from my dad and we went off. when we got home from church me and jennel hung out with paul for a lil...and then paul and andrew went to the store with paula for cigarettes.when they got back i went to andrews to SP with him justin paul and kyle...he was "out" and hadnt got back to andrews house yet. so we all were just hangin out playing need for speed most wanted on the game cube when Jennel knocked on the door and she was hysterical so i went outside to her and her mom kicked her and the baby and anthony out on the street at one oclock in the morning so i got paul cause he can fix anything and we all figured something out so we went to get cigarettes and then we went to circle k and walmart and back to my house to finally sleep.
lastnight
crazy as usual...hanging out with jen and kenny was in the car rolled up on the puds and there's paul and kyle heading for the woods.to get wood for the fire.amp and nel in the car in front of us.so we head to Jesse's decided i was gonna stay in the hood for the night or so i thought.talked to andrew paul and kyle,justin sammy and some girl i used to see in school. i had to go back to jesse's and jen had to go home soon so i had to find kenny a ride home so i drove him..tried to hurry cause i didnt really feel like it but i got back and stopped by kyles and headed to andrews as kyle was leaving i was supposed to be sleeping on his loveseat.But things didnt happen that way..long night at Andrews had a killer time though lol priceless...ended up passin out on the couch covered with pauls jacket. another one of "those nights". unforgettable
hey well i havent written in a while once again so here i am but yea so i got kicked out and i am still doing ok i just kinda float but i got everything under control im alive right i will be eighteen tomarrow so i guess thats cool i dk but life still kinda sucks but i am content i guess im young so i can go with it. so yea i ve gone through alot lately and it hasnt exaclty been the best time of my life i still have my friend and brother but they are married and its kinda weird cause im not married im single but im sad i dont get to see faithe as much anymore thats so depressing to me cause she is my World but i see her when i can I HATE THE HUDPUDS!!! but i cant leave its weird i guess... but i have my new friends rob and brian so thats cool for me kinda back to some old ways but i dont think that is neccessarily a bad thing OH WELL
love me
Amoreena Rose
hey guys i guess its kinda been forever since i have written in this wow.. i guess i dont have to really update my realationship thats been done and over with for a while i was just to stupid to see thanx jen and kyle for being right you terds!!! i should have listened and i didnt what else is new but anyway i am going to Vegas to see my mother and my sugarplum kyle ive known him since pre-k wish me luck although i know you wont its all good me kyle and tommy are gonna quit smoking (i hope) lol but it'll be fun and i cant wait.anyway i hung out with kyle (here) the other day it was cool felt good to feel like we werent strangers anymore but who am i kidding things will never be the same but its all good i am really happy for him and jen they are great and they were great friends still would be if i wasnt such a fuck up lol. well whats done is done i know that all too well with too many things.well if your gonna be dumb i guess you better be tough..... i hung out with my james doyle the other day too smoking cigs on the back porch it felt nice to talk to him again... anyway this is polly gonna be the last time i write before i leave so bye uys even though you really dont see me anyway.....
"just remember what happens in vegas stays in vegas" i love those commercials lol
Love Always <3
Amoreena Rose
